TheFractionOfLight

  It was 2020 when I read the book The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth from Dolores Cannon. Interestingly it happened at the time when my spiritual awakening just turned into a new chapter. The right book at the right time... As I was reading it I felt that this book was written for me and almost fully was talking about my thoughts, feelings and experiences. It was like an explanation to my life but from a completely different perspective. According to her description I am a Second Wave Volunteer .      ·  Feeling that life is a contract This is a long time thought of mine. I can’t point out its origin but it always felt so obvious. ·  Feeling of not belonging here This feeling started at the early adolescent age and became stronger as the years went by. If we accept that the reality we experience is a reflection of our inner self then this "not belonging here" feeling is definitely a steady aspect of the past decades. ·  Physica...

  Long before I turned 45 I was having these feelings - in the gut and not in the head - that the age 45 and 46 will be a significant shift in my life. Numerology was supporting these strong feelings based on that the age of 45 (4+5=9) was representing the end of something and the age of 46 (4+6=10=1) was representing the beginning of something else, something new. Also if I consider the 27yr cycles and within them the three 9yr cycles then I can confirm that they were all matching with major changes in my life.   9           18(1+8=9),        27(2+7=9),         36(3+6=9)        45(4+5=9)… 10(1+0=1)      19(1+9=10=1)        28(2+8=10=1)        37(3+7=10=1)        46(4+6=10=1)… In numerology every number has its signific...