Being in the Middle of a Transition

By Csaba Balogh

 

Long before I turned 45 I was having these feelings - in the gut and not in the head - that the age 45 and 46 will be a significant shift in my life.

Numerology was supporting these strong feelings based on that the age of 45 (4+5=9) was representing the end of something and the age of 46 (4+6=10=1) was representing the beginning of something else, something new.

Also if I consider the 27yr cycles and within them the three 9yr cycles then I can confirm that they were all matching with major changes in my life.

 9           18(1+8=9),        27(2+7=9),         36(3+6=9)        45(4+5=9)…

10(1+0=1)    19(1+9=10=1)      28(2+8=10=1)      37(3+7=10=1)      46(4+6=10=1)…

In numerology every number has its significance. Talking about 1 and 9 they represent the beginning and end of things or cycles.

My age of 45 was the end of the second 9yr cycle in the second 27yr cycle therefore my age of 46 was the beginning of the third and final 9yr cycle in that same second 27yr cycle.

I don’t have to mention that the year 2020, when I was 45, happened to be certainly not an awesome but a kind of closing of a 9yr cycle and the new one following that was a continuation into something new and different.

I am looking forward to the next 9 years to accomplish something which would be a great completion for my second 27yr cycle.

So I am in the middle of a transition. With one leg still in the old and the other leg already in the new.

It feels like I am standing on two opposing cliffs with each leg on one of them and I see this big empty space as I am looking down. One cliff represents the old life, the old paradigms, concepts, experiences and the other cliff represents the new life, the new direction and new adventures.

Right now I feel in balance, my legs are steady on the cliffs but it is not sustainable. I still have thoughts, feelings, ideas (coming from the ego) linking or holding me on the old side and I have thoughts, feelings and ideas (coming from beyond the ego, from the higher self) pulling me towards the new life, towards the new paradigms, new timelines, new concepts and driving me to fulfill my purpose and accomplish everything what I had agreed upon before coming to earth.

In this transition period my ego perceives the past as representing the known and certain and perceives the future as representing the unknown and uncertain.

Regardless of what the ego thinks I know that the past doesn’t serve me anymore therefore at some point I will have to make the decision and detach myself from it once and forever. Of course at this point I can’t see how the future is going to fold out but I feel and know that I have to go that direction no matter what.

Right now standing on those cliffs one leg here, one leg there giving me that kind of a security but sooner or later I will have to give my “old side leg” a push and land on the new side. It will be scary or I might say chaotic losing the balance for a second but that’s the way it works. Also this impulse will give me an extra momentum moving into my new reality.


I feel excited for this new life cycle and declare that I am dedicated to execute this move with no hesitation.

That’s the only way anyways…

The old doesn’t serve me anymore. Holding on it becoming heavier and heavier and more and more painful.

It has to go once and forever!

Now one might ask, what does this experience of his has to do with me?

Well, whether you are experiencing similar cycles in your life matching with those numerological patterns or not, one thing is for sure.

The world is changing around us. Our planet, our lives and us as human beings are going through a transition and transformation. It is all happening right here and right now in the present moment.

The old world and everything what is being represented by it doesn’t serve us anymore and it has to go. It is not an easy transition but holding on the old and resisting the change is just going to be more and more difficult.

It looks and feels like a big chaos is taking place right now but in order to change you have to make room for the new with letting go the old and that is what happening front of our eyes.


Let the new world reveal itself to you and move with it in this transition.

Do this with faith, trust and belief with foreseeing a better future that will serve us all on this planet!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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