Dolores Cannon and The Three Waves of Volunteers

 

It was 2020 when I read the book The Three Waves of Volunteers and The New Earth from Dolores Cannon. Interestingly it happened at the time when my spiritual awakening just turned into a new chapter.

The right book at the right time...

As I was reading it I felt that this book was written for me and almost fully was talking about my thoughts, feelings and experiences.

It was like an explanation to my life but from a completely different perspective.

According to her description I am a Second Wave Volunteer.

     · Feeling that life is a contract

This is a long time thought of mine. I can’t point out its origin but it always felt so obvious.

· Feeling of not belonging here

This feeling started at the early adolescent age and became stronger as the years went by. If we accept that the reality we experience is a reflection of our inner self then this "not belonging here" feeling is definitely a steady aspect of the past decades.

· Physical problems from not wanting to be here

I am having seizures since the age of 32 as a medical condition of epilepsy caused by a brain tumor. I am doing spiritual work with the “not wanting to be here” feature to reconcile it and manifest a positive effect on my medical condition.

     · Depression and suicide thoughts for a long time

The strongest part of this was the early 20s. It was still strong after that but I was able to work with it. The depression had stayed until the early 40s when using a spiritual technic I was able to heal it. Suicide thoughts occur rarely here and there and most likely in dream state conditions. Spiritual healing is dedicated to eventually eliminate them.

 

     · Looking at life through a glass (protecting shield)

This is another long-time feeling. So many times it comes down to a certain sensation that there is a literal glass wall between me and everybody else.

According to the book especially for the Second Wave Volunteers the purpose is to be an observer not a participant…

· No desire for having children

As long as I remember I have never had a desire to have children.

Dolores Cannon says that the volunteers come here with the knowledge that having a children creates karma. For some reason it totally resonates with me.

 

· Affected by people expressing strong (most likely negative) emotions

I am an HSP, INFJ and Empath.

Like a receiver I am absorbing the energies from the environment. It was much worse in the past but since I am aware of this issue I can consciously keep it under control although not always and entirely.

For me being in a crowd for a long time is definitely not a good idea.

I also have this very clear and distinctive feeling as a memory that whenever I am in a crowd I am the only one walking in one direction and everybody else walking in the opposite direction.

· Disliking people

It is certainly related to the previous one and it was a very strong and challenging issue for me at the spring of 2021.

I needed to work on it consciously for a while when finally I was able to eliminate this challenge.

This is a quote from the book The Three Waves of Volunteers:

 

“Second wave of volunteers do not want to be around people. They would rather work and live in isolation. But herein lies the paradox. They are supposed to be helping people by spreading their energy, but most of them don’t like people. So they would rather be alone, thus defeating their purpose.”

 

· Shimmering here in a human form, different from earth people

I always look at people and notice how they look at me and so many times I have the same question. I am just like them so why do they look at me like I was an alien? (The word alien in this case does not have the primarily meaning of extraterrestrial but someone who is not their kind)

· Trying to be normal, trying to conform and not easily able to find purpose

These are absolutely true. I can’t tell how many times I have asked the Source to let me be normal, just like everybody else without the beyond of comprehension experiences.

It has taken me many years to realize that following the suggested paths of society and become somebody who is worthy was not my best interest. It couldn’t work and it didn’t work because I was not looking for the real me within but wanted to pretend to be somebody who I was not, throughout school degrees, professions and business ventures.

Now I think a completely different way and it is a big help to find a real purpose.

· Difficulties to born into this world

The related information was in a YouTube video with Dolores Cannon tiled the same just like the book.

She talks about that because of the different energies the Volunteers

represent it is difficult for earth women to give birth to them and it often leads to miscarriage.

My mother had a miscarriage before me. I wander if it was my soul’s first attempt to come into this world.

·Green eyes

I do have green eyes. This information was in another YouTube video not related to Dolores Cannon.

· Flying in dreams

I don’t remember if I had more of them in my childhood or later but a last year dream about flying stays with me for the rest of my life. It was such a vivid dream, so real and distinctive that for sure it won’t be forgotten.

These are all the similarities. There are more features and I don’t have all of them, for example my blood type is not RH-, but I guess what I have is enough.

The more and more information from more and more sources are not only convincing but resonate with me instantly.

Addition to that my personal experiences, not only the above described but more, giving me a clearer and clearer understanding that there is more than just this three dimensional physical reality around us.